Silence

I know this silence all too well
Feelings in the air
Smoke fades through the door
From that one last cigarette
Don’t curse me please
Dear lonely miss
The wind does this hiss
Laying awake staring
Wandering through my mind
Maybe I can share it with you
I’ll be good for you
Don’t walk away to my face
I forgot I remember this
Memory collapses in me
Have a sign for you
Change me for the better
Literal thinking is what you see
Freaking out is not what to do
Forgive my sins toward you
I want you inside my heart
To void the gaps
Oh yes, I know this silence all too well